Sunday, March 22

Husband Spit-Roasted

[Continued from part 1]

david's asshole had by now been thoroughly stretched and it was time to move on the main event: the spit-roasting.


When we left david, he had been sitting in the bedroom on a high wooden stool with his feet off the ground and his hands on his head. My largest dildo, Adam, was lodged deeply up into him, and strapped in using a yoga strap that went high underneath his balls, around to his back, down and back up between his legs, and then tied right under his balls again. david was sweating profusely, squirming, and there were tears in his eyes as he tried to cope with Adam lodged in so deeply.


Kimberley and I then left the bedroom, leaving him to cope as best he could with his situation. When we were outside the room Kimberley did a quick check in with me asking if everything was ok. I told her it was fantastic! Both of us then stripped down to our lingerie. I was wearing a pink bra and cream panties, and Kimberley had on fishnet stocking, purple panties, and a light corset. She belted on her leather-harness the big black strap-on dildo in it, and placed a condom over it. She looked sexy and gorgeous, and oh my goodness her strap-on dildo was massive!


We went back into the room dressed like that.

Kimberley was the one who released david from his stool, and allowed him to stand facing it. She put a pillow on the stool while I undid his Yoga strap. She then made him bend over the stool. Despite the lack of the Yoga strap, the large dildo stayed deep inside of david.

He was in this position over the stool

Kimberley went to his face and tried to stick her dildo into his mouth, but she was too low. She said she needed some more height, and put her three inch stiletto heels back on. With the high heels, she was just at the right height.

She then started smacking the side of his cheek with her big dildo. She made him lick the tip. She made him lick the shaft, and she smacked his cheek again.

As this was going on, I was at the other end of him extracting my big dildo from his ass. It came out a bit messy (as I feared) but I let that go, quickly wrapping it with a paper towel. I took it to the bathroom and cleaned it up. Then I put it into my strap-on harness, put a condom on it, and joined Kimberley at his head.

By this time she had proceeded to get the big black dildo into his mouth. As I came back I heard her say "No Teeth!" and then turning to me said "I can feel it when they use their teeth". david was being required to open his throat to her huge dildo.


With both of us there, we both started smacking his cheeks with our dildos. Kimberley grabbed his hair and made him take my dildo into his mouth. Then she pulled him out by the hair and made him put his mouth around her dildo and told him to slide in and out. Despite my dildo being slightly smaller, I was the crueller of the two of us, making him gag and slobber profusely whenever his mouth was around my dildo.

Now it was time for his fucking. We decided we wanted to fuck him on the bed, as the stool seemed to be a bit precarious and a difficult angle. We moved the pillows to the side of the bed and put them there. Then we had him bend over the pillows at the side of the bed with his feet spread and on the ground. Kimberley hopped up on the bed and knelt low, making him take her dildo back into his mouth. I was at his backside, and quite easily slid Adam right in, balls deep. The stretching had been very effective! I mean, Adam is no joke either.


I started pumping in and out of him and was so pleased that he could really take it without the usual complaints. Meanwhile his mouth was hugely distended around Kimberley's large back dildo as she fucked his face. Sometimes it went so deep that his forehead bumped up against her low abdomen. That must have been nice and sexy for him.

"I think this is a high five moment!" said Kimberley, and we high-fived one another. Ha Ha! I really enjoyed fucking david, and enjoyed the sexy visual of him giving head to Kimberley. I hope she enjoyed the view from her end as well.


 "Switch off?" we asked each other at almost the same time. Yup. We both pulled out. I took the condom off Adam and replaced it with another one. We changed places. First I had him take my cock into his mouth. I wanted it in there as he underwent the penetration from Kimberley's big black dildo.

Kimberley took a slightly different position. She put one foot up on the bed and one between his legs. She then gently pushed her big dildo up against david. She bumped the bulbous head a couple of times against his asshole, and then put it in a little, and pulled it out, repeating that a few times. Then she gently pressed up against him, and, unbelievably, that dildo slid in!!! I heard david moan around my cock as that happened. Then she started in on his real fucking.

She was relentless! She started literally pounding his ass. Grabbing his hips with her hands and thrusting vigorously and quickly with her own hips. david cried out as this was going on. It was hard to hear what he was saying, as Adam was in his mouth and he kept gagging on it. The hard fucking in the rear made him fuck his own face into my dildo. All I had to do was hold it there.

I'm pretty sure david wanted it to stop at this point, but while no doubt hard for him to take, it still looked safe to me so I allowed it to continue at Kimberley's discretion. She's the pro after all.

I think it must have been around five solid minutes of hard ass pounding my poor hubby received. Kimberley and I both pulled out of him at the same time and david just collapsed there on the bed.

"Did you like that?" Kimberley asked david, sweetly.

"Yes Ma'am" Said david. I think he actually did. What a terrible little ass slut I have.

I told david to have a quick shower to clean himself up and to meet us downstairs.

When he got downstairs, still nude interestingly, Kimberley asked him "Are you feeling a little vulnerable now?

"yes, I suppose so" he answered

"Why don't you two cuddle then while I put away my stuff and tidy up around here.

I sat on the couch and david sat on my lap and we nuzzled. david then wiggled around and lay across my lap, all of his own accord. I started giving him light little spanks and caresses.

Kimberley saw this and laughed a little. When she was all packed and dressed and ready to go I sent david over to her. He gave her a hug and she said "we'll have to do this again sometime." I also gave her a hug and thanked her and off she went.

For the next little while the conversation was all about what an experience that was. How cool a chick she was. And wasn't I at all worried that she was a former student? It was clear he had no idea that Kimberley was a hired professional. I think I'll keep him in the dark on that. It's more fun that way for him!

Saturday, March 21

Anal training in front of wife and friend

Had some fun the other day!! I was getting a bit bored so I thought I would spice things up by exposing david to another woman in the most humiliating way I could think of: anal training followed by a good old fashioned DP!


I'm running out of fresh "regular" ladies, so I decided to open up my purse and hire a new lady. I went online and found a very pretty and self-possessed Dominatrix in her late twenties. I contacted her and told her what I was looking for. We met over coffee, and we set things up. david did not know I was planning this at all. Her job was to pretend to be an acqaintance of mine to whom I was exposing david's little secret.

The backstory we came up with is that she was someone I tutored when I was a grad student, and we just reconnected recently as she was networking looking for a new job. We went for after-work drinks, and as we talked about our relationships it came out that we were both dommy. Me with my husband, she with her boyfriends. I asked if she would like to have some fun with me with my hubby and she readily agreed. But even that backstory david would not be told directly about. It would come out over the course of things. He would only be introduced to her in our living room as a girl I tutored many years ago who is visiting me.

It went off really well, couldn't have gone better, in fact, and david is still in disbelief that I would have involved a former student of mine in our play. Ha! Sucker!

I took off work a bit early, picked her up, paid her in advance, and drove her to our place. We were sitting in the living room and talking. david was expected any moment and he did not disappoint, coming in right on time after work.

I introduced her as Kimberley, a girl I tutored when I was a grad student and with whom I just re-connected. david was very charming and said how nice it was to meet her. After a bit of smalltalk, she started off the proceedings.

"So david, Julie tells me that you two have a very 'interesting' relationship?"

Poor david didn't know what to say. She watched him twist for a little while on that question and then went on.

"Julie tells me that she disciplines you. Is that true?"

She was relentless! david stammered and turned red, but eventually said "ahhh, yes Miss."

"Julie also tells me that she makes you bend over and take it up the ass from her strap-on? And suck on it first?"

"Aww, Julie!" said david, by now looking very embarrassed indeed.

I then said, "It turns out Kimberley also uses a strap-on on all her boyfriends, and spanks them first."

"I do!" She said enthusiastically. "It's what men need and what I like. But I haven't really had a boyfriend I could do that with for six months at least. So Julie was kind enough to offer up your ass for the evening, david."

She turned to me and I to her and we gave each other a quick peck on the lips. david's face was priceless! He was not expecting this AT ALL. And Kimberley is definitely cute to boot.

Kimberley reached down to her bag and pulled out a very large and thick black dildo. It was even a bit bigger than "Adam", but also a bit more soft and yielding.


"This is the only dildo I ever use. I hate those little pencil dick dildos!" She said.

"Oh dear! That looks pretty big, doesn't it david?" I said.

"yeah... too big..." he said, definitely sounding scared.

"Well I'm not going to disappoint Kimberley now that she's come all this way." I said. "You will be taking it, taking every last inch, down your throat AND up your ass. And Kimberley will go as hard, as deep, as fast, and for as long as she wants to."

"Ant that's pretty hard and pretty long." chimed in the charming Kimberley.

At this point I was so incredibly delighted with Kimberley's performance. She was playing her agreed upon part to a tee! A really great actress.

"But I know," said Kimberley, "that my boyfriends always have trouble with this dildo as well. I get them to stretch themselves beforehand, Julie, have you got anything he can use to stretch himself out for me?"

"Sure we do!" I said. "It's so true. If I go straight in with my biggest dildo, we call him 'Adam', it's pure punishment. But if I work him up to it, then he can more or less take it, and without the screams."

"I always made my boyfriends do that to themselves. I mean it's their assholes. They should be motivated."

"What a great idea," I said. "In fact, why don't we get him to do it right here in front of us, so you can check if he's doing it properly?"

"no.... please!" said david.

"Sure!" Said Kimberley. "Happy to. Tell you what, Julie, you go get whatever toys you think he needs to stretch his butt and bring them over here. As for you, butt boy [YES! She actually called him 'butt boy'! Ha Ha!], take these gloves, I brought some with me, go to the toilet and take a crap, and use your fingers to scoop out any shit you have up there. I want you clean and empty. It's the only way it'll be safe for you to take my bad boy up your ass. And you better do a good job. If we see any mess when you pull out your little dildos you'll get a spanking; and if I think I need to I'll stick a finger up there myself to pull out your shit, don't think I won't, and then you're really going to catch a butt whupping if I have to do that!"

[WOW! That's pretty much what she said. Wasn't she amazing! Talk about H U M I L I A T I O N for my boy!]

david, blushing furiously (!), went off to the bathroom to do his thing, and I went to get a selection of his butt toys, some toilet paper and paper towels, a whole lot of lube, some more latex gloves, a couple of towels, and a yoga strap. For the butt toys I got a thin and long dildo, a medium sized butt plug, my largest dildo Adam, and my Hitachi with the anal attachment.


Kimberley and I moved the coffee table to the side of the room and laid everything out on it. We then put a towel down in the centre of the living room, directly facing the couch we were sitting on. We would have a great view!


david came back looking sheepish. Kimberley quizzed him, and david told us that he had done as he had been told and was as clean as he could get it up there. He looked over at the array of sex toys I had out on the coffee table. It was definitely dawning on him that we would be making him fuck himself with these things while we watched.

"Please," he said, "I can do this in private."

"Oh no!" We both said at the same time. "Right here in front of us." Said Kimberley. "So Kimberley can see if you're doing it properly" I added.

I told him to strip down to his "underwear". Even Kimberley would be in for a surprise. I had given david a spanking the night before, and "noticed" hairs in his bum crack. I told him to shave himself thoroughly, front and back, bald as a baby, and that he was then to wear panties for an entire week, 24x7, as punishment for failing to keep himself properly shaved for me up his butt crack. Naturally I knew that tonight with Kimberley was planned (though he didn't) so that's why I did it. The long and short of it was that he was in panties and totally bald on his genitals!

david began removing his clothes. "Just to your underwear!" I warned him, sensing he was going to strip down both his pants and panties at once. Once he was nude except for his pants we made him face us. His hands were crossed in front of his panty-covered genitals.

Kimberley clapped her hands and said "How wonderful! What pretty panties you keep him in!"

"Don't cover up your pretty panties, baby. Hands at your sides!" I said.

david moved his hands to his sides which showed a very considerable erection barely contained by his light blue lacy panties.

"Oh My!" Said Kimberley in mock surprise at his erection. "What a naughty boy! You would think he actually wants me to fuck his ass. Get over here! You need a spanking to shrink that erection of yours."

david walked over and Kimberley pulled my husband across her lap. "Put your face in your wife's lap!" She ordered him. david's head was nuzzled high in my lap, between my legs. His arms encircled me, one hand on my butt, the other on my waist. Kimberley then started spanking him across the seat of his panties. Fairly light smacks, but I could feel his humiliation as he squirmed against me. Kimberley then adjusted his panties into his butt crack, and proceeded to smack his now bare cheeks. david squirmed against me even more in mortification and sexual excitement.

While my husband really does enjoy this type of play, he also genuinely gets very embarrassed during it, which is what actually is the turn on for him. So there was no doubt at all that he was very embarrassed to be spanked across the knee of "my young student" while dressed in only panties.

"Let's see if that's done anything." Said Kimberley, getting david to stand. "Nothing at all! It's even worse if that's possible!" She said examining the front of his panties. "And oh my God, fix yourself!" She told him. His balls were hanging out the side of his panties. Ha Ha! He turned away from us and fixed the front of his panties.

"Let me give it a try!" I said, and pulled him across my lap, causing his head to now fall right square onto Kimberley's lap, right at pussy level. I started in with considerably harder smacks than Kimberley had done. I don't think she was calibrated as to how hard david has come to need his spankings. During this hand spanking, midway through I pulled the backs of his panties down and spanked him on the bare. david squirmed across my lap, and I could feel his erection very clearly against my leg and very clearly not subsiding despite the strength of my hand spanks. From my earlier experience, I knew that his head was bouncing around on top of Kimberley's lap, causing some little pussy excitement. It's very much the position he would be in were he giving cunnilingus. And I know that a writhing humiliated male always makes my pussy wet itself!

I quickly pulled his panties back up and made him stand. He stood and fixed himself again.  His erection had not subsided.

"Fine, david," I said in an exasperated tone, "I can see that erection is here to stay. Let's get on with your stretching despite it. Take your panties off."

david turned away from us and removed his panties. He turned back to facing us, now fully nude, with his hands again covering his privates.

"Do you let him cover himself?" Asked Kimberley of me.

"Absolutely not." I said. "david, take your hands away from your penis. I won't have you touching yourself and masturbating it in front of Kimberley. If I see you touching it again, you'll get the belt."

david moved his hands to his sides, and out sprung his giant erection.

"Oh my!" Said Kimberley. "He's so hard! And I absolutely love how you keep him shaved bald like that. Just like a little boy. But let's see if we can't do something more about that erection."

We have a stout little wooden box in the living room. About three feet wide, two feet high, and two feet across. Kimberley had him move the box towards the centre of the room and then drape himself over it. She made him spread his legs as well. His penis and balls were dangling between them. Then she bent over, put a hand on his lower back, and used her other hand to smack his bare cheeks some more.

After a bit of a spanking that further pinkened up his cheeks, he was made to stand and his penis was inspected anew. Still erect! Kimberley "gave up" too at this point of trying to spank it away.

Now it was time to really start the proceedings.

Kimberley began: "Now david. Go put a latex glove on your hand, stick your middle finger up your ass, and give yourself a good finger fucking."

david, still looking very sheapish, put on a glove, lubed his finger and then his asshole, faced us, and started putting his finger up his ass.

"No no. Turn around. Bend over. We want to see it going in." Said Kimberley.

With a very resigned look, david turned around and bent over and again started inserting his finger.

"Spread your cheek with the other hand so we can see it going in. That's good, now turn a tiny bit sideways so we get a good view. There. Perfect!"

From this angle, with him bending over, and with him spreading a cheek, we got a very clear view of his finger penetrating his asshole.

Kimberley kept going: "Good. Now in and out. Fuck yourself nicely. Get it in nice and deep. Good. Now swizzle it around in there. Good. Now back to the fucking motion. In and out. Ok. Good boy. Now let's see two fingers in there. Go on now. You can do it. Good Boy! There you go! Now fuck yourself. Go on, harder. Remember, the more you do now the less my big dildo is going to hurt you later."

It was a priceless tableau. There was david, bent over, giving himself what I can only describe as a vigorous fucking in the ass with his own two fingers buried up there to the hilt. Each time his fingers went in deep he grunted and moaned a little bit. Ha Ha!

"Ok, that'll do," said Kimberley, "I think you're enjoying yourself a little too much. Now take your fingers out and show us your hand. There had better not be any mess on that glove or Julie and I will have to clean you up and then give you a good hard spanking..."

Looking away, david pulled his gloved hand out and showed it to us. He could not bear to watch. Thw glove was, fortunately, clean.

I got up and went to the coffee table and selected the long skinny dildo and handed it to him.
"Let's have him get in a little deeper with this one." I said.

We again made david face mostly away from us and bend over so that we could watch the full insertion. He managed to get it right in practically right up to the hilt the first time.

"Give yourself a good fucking now." Said Kimberley.

david started sliding the dildo in and out. As he shoved it all the way home he gave out a little cry of pain, but he kept going. It was no longer than the thicker dildos, though. He would have to deal with it and he knew it.

"Turn and face us." Said Kimberley.

david turned and we saw him from the front. His penis was still hard, and he was sort of doubled over giving himself a good hard fucking with that slim dildo!

"Ok. Let's move on to something thicker now. Pull it out david, and let's see if you've been a good boy."

He pulled out the dildo and again, looking away, held it out to us for our inspection.

"Ooooh!" We both said at once. There was a tiny spot of poo on the very tip of the dildo. "Look at it david! Just look at it!" Kimberley told him.

david looked at the messy dildo. He looked absolutely, completely, mortified.

Kimberley jumped up and took the dildo from his hand. She wrapped it up in toilet paper and handed it back to him and told him to go clean it up.

david went away to do that. When he came back we made him remove his glove, bend over and put his hands on the sofa armrest. I used more toilet paper to clean up his asshole. It was more luby than dirty, but a bit dirty. Poor baby was getting his bum cleaned right in front of Kimberley!

When he was clean again, Kimberley said, "He needs a spanking now!"

"He sure does." I said. I kept him bent over and took his leather belt out from around his discarded pants. I then stood back and gave him a nice hard ass whipping with that belt doubled up. From mid ass down to mid thighs. He yelled out as he got his whipping. I handed the belt to Kimberley and she picked up where I left off, matching my pace and strength.

By the time we were done he was quite red and he had some welted belt stripes sizzled across his ass cheeks. I whip hard or not at all. Kimberley was inspired by that, and matched me, just like a true pro would, adding some stripes and welts of her own.


With his punishment dealt with we moved on to the next toy: the butt plug.


We made david bend over and insert that plug into himself. He had a bit of trouble at its thickest part, but then drove it all the way home, at which point his asshole just seemed to suck that plug right in!

"Now pull it out and shove it back in again." Said Kimberley.

"no! please!" said david. "It's got the thick part and I just got it in!" He had struggled with it a fair bit.

"Are you back talking me, butt boy?" Asked Kimberley of david.

"no ma'am" answered david, which was wise considering the sorry state of his ass already, and he started fucking himself with the plug. It was fun watching his anus distend to meet the thickest part of the plug each time. david said "Ouch. Ouch. Ouch." each time the thick part came out and went back in, but like a good little subby he kept the fucking going.

"Can I borrow that belt again?" Asked Kimberley. I handed it to her.

"Shove that in, bend over and touch your toes." She ordered him. "I'll teach you to back talk me."

david bent over, plug full in, crying out "no no no no" even as he did so. Kimberley ignored him and started whipping his ass with nice loud CRACKS of the belt. I think she targeted the base of the plug, which made him jump and wince. As she whipped, we could start to see the plug coming out of his butt. She grabbed the base and pushed it back in, and none too gently! "Keep it in!" She said.

She ended up his belt whipping with a fierce and loud volley, which further marked him up. He would not be sitting comfortably for a while. That'll learn him to back talk a woman! She tossed the belt carelessly on the floor and came back to the couch to sit down with me. She was totally in control of this scene and I was loving it.

"I think you need to learn how to keep that plug in there. Stand and face us. Put your arms out to the sides, and give us 10 nice deep squats. If that plug comes out, Julie and I will whip you bloody with that belt!"

Oh dear. Hope she was not serious!

david looked very scared though, and started doing the squats. He did two and then had to reach behind him to push the plug back in. Kimberley let that go. "Squeeze it in!" we exhorted him. He kept going until he had done the full ten squats. His form was very nice. We both commented on it. Mags would have been proud. He was still, unbelievably, quite erect.

Kimberley made him turn around again and bend over. She made him spread his legs. "I want to see your cock and balls too," she said.  She then told him to push them back between his legs and to trap them there. She made him waddle backwards towards us until he was within reach of our feet. With her bare toes she started kicking lightly at the tip of his penis. I used my foot to push deeper on the plug. Kimberley then used her toes to crush his balls against his legs. We both alternated playing footsie with his plug and private parts! What fun! david was so hard he looked ready to squirt.

"Pull that plug out and show it to us." I said.

david did, and this time it came out clean. the plug was not as long and did not delve as deeply.

"Now let's get him to loosen himself up with that Hitachi." I suggested to Kimberley. I fitted the end piece on, plugged it in, and tested it. Kimberley was fascinated with the attachment. She had never seen one before. Though it did come out in the conversation that we were both Hitachi girls!


I handed it to david, and Kimberley and I both went back to sit on the couch. He lubed it and re-lubed his asshole. We had him turn away from us so we could see the insertion. He bent forward at the waist and stuck it between his legs from the front, handle facing down, and hooked it into his asshole. It slid in easily. He flipped it on. Poor baby went right to high and gave himself quite the jolt! It was very funny. We could see his ass cheeks jiggling with the vibrations.

Kimberley told him to fuck himself with it and to swizzle it around up there, which he did. david was all "ohhhhh ahhhhhh ohhhhh ahhhhhh ohhhhh" as it vibrated vigorously and fucked him. This would loosen up that hole for sure if anything would!

I called a stop to the amusing spectacle. We made him show us the tip, and it was clean again. Good boy!

"Time for Adam!" I said, and david groaned.


Adam is really quite long and quite thick. david elected to kneel over the wooden box and push it in that way. He looked like such a little slut with his ass up high like that, wiggling in the wind as he went to shove that thick dildo in. While it was not a total picnic, it did go in with the minimal amount of drama, and practically right up to the hilt.

"You know what to do..." Said Kimberley.

david stayed bent over and began fucking himself with the dildo. It's so long! Very impressive. All the way in and practically all the way back out again. Over and over.

I then told him to stand. david stood back up holding the dildo in there. I got out the Yoga strap.


I wrapped it around the base of the dildo in back, and down under his cock and balls in front and cinched it tight in an attempt to provide a mechanism to keep that dildo in tight. Kimberley jumped up and said she had a better idea. She moved the back of the strap up around his waist, also moving the buckle to his mid back. Then she took the left over end and wrapped it down and then back up again between his legs. She pulled hard and david gasped as the dildo was shoved in deeper. That's better. She then tied off the loose end of the strap in front, right under his balls. Naturally, there was much  touching of his cock and balls during this operation by Kimberley. She did not even seem to notice. I am quite sure david did!

We went back to the couch and david was made to stand facing us, the dildo deep deep up his anus, the Yoga strap harness holding it in tight, and also pushing up on his balls and cock.

"What gigantic balls he has!" Said Kimberley. They did look disproportionately huge, pushed out and up as they were by the Yoga strap. As well, his penis had shrunk (not an uncommon occurrence when he has Adam up there) but was still sticking straight out from his body, pushed up and held in place by his balls. I mean, the tip of his cock barely passed the edge of his balls!

I felt a little sorry for the poor little thing and rubbed his cock gently with my hand, bringing some life back into it as he moaned in pleasure and his knees shook.

"Give us a little walk back and forth across the room. It will help stretch you." Said Kimberley.

david started walking.

"Not like that!" Said Kimberley. "Sway your hips. Sashay. You have a cock up your ass, you may as well play the part." david blushed but did as he was told, crossing one foot in front of the other as he walked, swaying his hips.

When we had our fun with that, Kimberley asked if he thought he was ready for his fucking now? As she asked, she held out her giant dildo for him to see again.


"I don't know..." wailed david, looking very scared at that big black dildo.

"I guess there's only one way to find out," said Kimberley. "Where shall we fuck him?" Asked Kimberley of me.

I led them both up to our bedroom. He would receive his fucking from Kimberley and I on the marital bed.

I moved david over to our wooden stool and made him sit on it. His feet dangle on this stool, and his full body weight on the dildo really pushes it up deeply into him. He used his hands to try to relieve some of the pressure, but he would not be able to keep that up for long. He whined and complained as the stool forced the dildo deepeer and deeper up his ass. He started sweating in fact, and lost all signs of his previously proud erection. He wiggled side to side and back and forth to try to relieve more of the pressure, but it was really quite futile. In the end I made him take his hands away and place them on top of his head. He groaned in pain as the dildo penetrated him deep as could be. He grimaced and clenched his teeth as the dildo stretched him wider and deeper. There were even honest to goodness tears in his eyes and literally rolling down his cheeks. Kimberley looked at these in fascination and, quite cruelly I thought, only said "Suck it up Princess. My dildo's going to be worse."

[Continued in part 2]

Wednesday, March 11

tom's fucking

As you'll recall from a previous blog entry, tom's sex shop humiliation, I gave tom and his wife a suggestion for some nice humiliation for tom to start the New Year off well. The first part was to go to a sex shop and buy a big strap-on dildo and a schoolgirl skirt for tom to wear while his wife takes him. Here is the second half of poor tom's tale...



It was an evening that started out not that much differently from many others. J and I had a lovely dinner and afterwards I spent a blissful hour massaging her feet, after (of course) kneeling before her on the couch, begging her for the pleasure and lavishing her feet with kisses. J was smiling, contented and relaxed. Her smile then got that evil little twist in it, and she stared right into my eyes and pointed to the floor beside her. This is her signal that I am to kneel before her with my head lowered, and I quickly obeyed, my cock starting to grow as I felt her control wash over me.

J stroked my hair and lifted my chin, staring right into my eyes at close range. "Now slave...isn't there something we've been meaning to do?"

She smiled as she saw me start to tremble. "Yes, my Lady," I whispered.

"Oh slave...are you shaking?" J asked tauntingly. "Well...I'll be giving you something to shake about soon! Now...pour me a glass of wine and then go and prepare yourself exactly as Julie instructed. Understand?"

"Yes, my Lady," I responded. I crawled to the kitchen and poured her a glass of Merlot, then brought it back and presented it on my knees. J smiled and said, "Go now. Though what do we say first?"

"Thank you my Lady. And thank you Miss Julie," I responded quickly. I crawled out of the room and headed upstairs to prepare myself.

I went to the bedroom, removed all of my clothes, slid on my collar and waited for J to come upstairs. She had decided not to observe or participate, but wanted to be close in case I needed any help from her. She arrived in our bedroom, slid one hand across my cheek as I knelt and whispered in my ear, "are you ready, slave?"

"Yes, my Lady," I whispered. J smiled and simply said "Go."

I went to the bathroom and lubed my slave hole, sliding a finger in and out and moaning softly as I fucked my ass. It felt sooooooo good, and like a small preparation of what was to come. I generously coated my ass and hole, trembling all the while at how like a complete slave it made me feel. I then took out the enema kit and stared at it, my heart racing.


I had never given myself one before and was really shaking as I filled the bottle and slid the hook in place. I took out a towel and stood on it as you had instructed and got everything ready. It felt like it took forever for me to get my nerve up, but then I felt my submissive nature take over as I slid the tube into my ass. It felt like forever again before I let the warm soapy water inside me, but once again I knew I belonged to J and was under her and your instructions and had no choice.

As the water entered me I was shocked at how loudly I gasped! It was unlike anything I have ever felt before, and I squirmed and moaned and danced...you would have laughed your head off watching me! :) I immediately had to put both hands on my ass to keep myself clamped shut, and then stared at the clock on the bathroom wall, willing myself not to fail. As the wretched second hand made its final circuit on the fifth minute I felt a twinge of subby pride that I had survived the first round. Only two to go...

Knowing what was coming made the next two both easier and more difficult. I definitely got each one going a lot more quickly, as I spent a lot less time standing there afraid of the unknown, but I felt more and more...owned I guess is the right word, knowing my wife was lying on our bed on the other side of the door and that I was preparing myself to be taken by her new, enormous strap-on. This was thrilling and humiliating, and while my mind was reeling and heart racing, my stiffening little cock told me I was where I belonged, where I truly yearned to be.

My slave hole was so sore after the third one! I had been clamping down so hard to keep all the water in as you had ordered (J had promised severe punishment for spilling), and my ass was sore in a way I've never really felt before. I've felt the sting and pain from a good belt whipping (especially after my typo disaster!) but never this kind of soreness. It was thrilling and made me feel incredibly submissive, but in the back of my mind I wondered how I was going to survive the rest of the night...

I took a long hot shower and cleaned my slave hole one more time thoroughly with soap and water. Along with being so sore I also felt really clean back there, which was kind of a good feeling. Especially as I knew I had cleaned myself for the pleasure of J. I then crawled out of the bathroom and laid a towel down on the floor next to the bed, where J was stretched out luxuriously, looking incredibly sexy in satin pajama pants and a tight t shirt. I spread out the towel and laid down on it, again as you had instructed. J smiled, browsing the internet and glancing down at my trembling form beneath her.

Turns out she had a surprise for me though...after about 30 minutes J ordered me to close my eyes and I heard her open our toy box. I felt out black leather blindfold slide over my eyes, and then felt her straddle me, her satin-clad thighs feeling like heaven as they closed around my legs.

"Are you all clean, slave?" she said mockingly. "And did we make sure not to spill anything?"

"Yes, my Lady," I whispered. I so longed to see her sitting on me...it is one of my favorite views in all the world, which is why J sometimes delights in denying it to me.

"Very good, dear," J said, the mocking tone still in her voice. "Now...we've got a big night planned...how much longer do you think you need on this towel before I can take you?"

"I...I'm not sure...maybe ten more minutes, my Lady?"

"I see...well...if that's what you feel you need, slave. But nothing comes for free, my love. So...." I suddenly felt the sharp sting of a wooden clothespin on my left nipple. Then another one on my right nipple. I gasped and writhed, but was trapped under J's thighs. She laughed and flicked each pin cruelly. Then I felt her slide another one along my naked, defenseless torso.

"Let's see...a clothespin for every minute is fair I think." I could almost see her wonderful wicked smile. "But your poor nipples seem taken now...oh dear, where shall we put the others?"

I whimpered and J immediately stuffed a small black ball gas in my mouth. "Now hold that in dear," she said firmly. "I won't have any whimpering. You decided you needed ten more minutes, I'm only trying to pass the time and amuse myself before the real fun starts!"

She clapped her hands and giggled, and I felt myself turn to jelly underneath her. I held the gag fast and tried my best to keep silent and she secured a clothespin on each of my upper arms. Then she slid one slooooooowly down my chest and clipped it to my stomach, laughing as she flicked it with delight.

Five down, five to go...I felt J slide down my legs and trembled as I knew what was coming. I moaned against the gag as she clipped my now throbbing cock once...then again. Then on on each ball.


 Then she turned around and placed one between the second and third toe on my left foot. Laughing as she said, "and one to grow on!" she clipped my toes on the other foot as well.

I felt her climb off of my and wriggled and writhed. My ass was so sore and now my tender flesh was screaming as the cruel clothespins did their work. I felt J standing over me, sliding her foot across my body, over my face, along my cock...flicking and pushing the wicked clothespins with obvious glee. I writhed and moaned against the gag, willing the time to move forward.

"Time's up, slave!" J slowly and wickedly removed the clothespins, flicking each one as she unclipped it. She left my cock for last and then removed the gag and blindfold. She pointed to the floor and I assumed my kneeling position.

"There...just wanted to keep you guessing, slave," J said evilly. "I know you know a lot of what's coming, but I don't want you for a second to think you know everything."

"Yes, my Lady," I whispered. My whole body was shaking as I felt her hands on my face. She kissed my deeply, passionately and said, "go and get dressed now, dear."

I stood and opened the dresser drawer where the skirt we had bought was folded neatly. I took it out and slid it up my legs, my cheeks burning red as I heard J laugh softly.


"Ahhhh...that brings me back. Remember Stef my dear? Once we're done tonight perhaps we'll make a return visit to that store and fill her in on our evening...what do you think?"

As I heard Stef's name my mind turned back to the sex store and my utter public humiliation. The thought of returning to give Stef the details made my cheeks burn red hot, but also made my cock throb like the slave I am. I answered "whatever you desire, my Lady," in a quavering voice, and J laughed even harder.

"Give me a twirl, dear." I obeyed, twirling and making the skirt flip up, my hands above my head. I was so utterly J's plaything now.

"Very nice. Now come over here." I approached and J grabbed me roughly by the hair and pulled me over her knee. "Who do you belong to?" she asked.

"You, my Lady. I am yours."

J lifted my skirt up and CRACK! Down came the wooden hairbrush on my tender ass. Since we had been apart for a while I had obviously not been spanked all that much recently, and my tender flesh immediately burned. I yelped and squirmed but J held me fast, wrapping a leg around mine and holding my neck down firmly.

CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK!

J delivered ten HARD blows in quick succession and I was screaming by the last one. She cooed and slid her hand across my now burning cheeks, caressing the red marks I could already feel forming. "Ah that Julie," J said..."She does know her stuff. I will enjoy this so much more with your ass nice and red!"

J mercilessly spanked me with the hairbrush, varying between hard and soft smacks, moving from my cheeks to upper thighs and back again. Her hand sometimes caressing my now burning flesh, inspecting her handiwork before she returned to her work. I lost count of how many spanks there were as my mind dropped deep into a submissive space, my whole body shaking and pinned down my J's hand and leg, my will completely subjugated.

Finally, mercifully, I felt J's hand again...and then I felt her leg slide off of mine and her hand release. I slid down to the floor, shaking and knelt once again. When J permitted me to look up I saw she was holding our old butt plug and some lube.

"Stand, slave," she ordered. I stood and she led me to the corner of the bedroom. "Now...I want this inside of you, and then I want you to press your nose into the corner and hold your skirt up so I can enjoy the view."

She handed me the lube and plug and returned to the bed. I lubed up my slave hole again, sliding a finger in and out. Then I took the plug, the only one I had ever known, and began teasing my hole with the tip. The enemas had left my anus already incredibly sore, and I felt it stretch against the plug, making the soreness even worse. J laughed as she saw my knees buckling while I fucked myself for her, sliding the plug a little deeper. It has two widths on it and she laughed again as I moaned and pushed the wider part inside my slave hole, pressing it as deep as it would go. I then pressed my nose into the corner and lifted my skirt, all while J laughed and applauded.

"Very good, slave! Such a little slut for Mistress!"

I stood there, grinding my nose into the corner as J approached. She slid her hands down my back, my whole body an exposed nerve to her simple touch. She then playfully spanked my screaming ass a few times, delighting at how I jumped at each SMACK of her hand. Then she took the base of the plug and began sliding it in...and out...in...and out....my knees buckled, hips rocked and soft moan escaped my lips as J teased my sore anus.

"Who do you belong to?" J whispered in my ear. She began fucking my slave hole faster and faster.

I could barely speak. "Y...You, my Lady."

"Yes....you are my little slut, aren't you?"

"Y...yes, my Lady." My cheeks reddened as I agreed.

"Good." J then abruptly removed the plug, grabbed me by the ear and brought me to a kneeling position. I crawled behind her to the bed, where her strap-on was waiting.

It looked HUGE. I felt my ass clench involuntarily as I gazed at it, knowing J was going to take me with it...use me...wring me out to dry with that huge cock. She didn't say a word, simply handed me the strap-on and stood before me.

I slowly slid the strap-on up her beautiful legs, shaking as I brought it up over her lovely hips. I was shaking so much that I struggled with all the little doodads for tightening everything (J even had to slap me once and tell me to focus) but eventually I got it secured and comfortable and to J's liking.

I knelt there, in a position I have never been in before. J loomed over me, her cock enormous as it hung there before my face.


"Kiss it, slave," she commanded, all amusement out of her voice now. I have always been amazed and completely enthralled when she becomes fully commanding, and she was definitely in command now.

I placed a kiss on the head of the cock. J took it and slapped my face with it. "Again," she ordered. I kissed it again, and J smacked me with it again.

"Now...you know what you are going to do now, right? Julie's instructions were clear, and I expect a good performance."

"Y..yes, my Lady."

I took her cock in my hand and opened my mouth. J stopped me.

"Not yet...beg me," she said, her voice icy and stare even icier.

"P...please...my Lady. Please may I suck your cock?"

J slapped me again with the cock. "You can do better slave...BEG."

"Please my Lady! Please let your slave worship your cock!" I practically yelled.

"Better. You may begin."

I took the cock and slid my lips over the head. I had never done anything remotely like this, and was tentative at first. J quickly grabbed a handful of hair and stuffed her cock into my mouth. I gagged and tried to move back, but J was firm. She took my mouth, sliding the cock deep inside and then removing it to allow me to thank her and beg again. The begging added to the humiliation, but I found also made me more eager. After a short while I was sucking her cock with vigor, my submissive side fully engaged and her smile all the pleasure I required.


J then grabbed my hair again and began fucking my mouth with gusto. I gagged a few times and she always pulled back, but never let me take it out of my mouth. She moaned softly as she used me, gagging me again and again, pulling my hair, faster and faster, taking me completely.

She finally allowed me to remove my lips...as the drool dribbled off my lips I knelt before her in awe, taken, used, HERS. She had a glint in her eye and stared at me with such intensity that it made me tremble even harder. Without a word she grabbed my head and pushed me down, raising my ass into the air. She spanked my cheeks a few times, her passion roaring out of her and into each SMACK. I yelped and moaned and wriggled, but there was no escape.

J pushed me down, nose to the floor and slid behind me. I felt the tip of the cock press against my ass cheeks and felt terrified, thrilled, helpless, taken, and overjoyed to be J's slave. J slowly slid the tip inside, my sore, wrung out anus squealed in protest as I felt it strettttttttch me open. "I'm going to have you now, slave," J said, a hard edge to her voice that made my cock even harder and whole body succumb.

She slowly slid the dildo farther in...I felt like I was going to split in two but my sore slave hole was up to the challenge. J was slow and careful, opening me to her gently at first...but I knew what was to come. As the dildo went deeper and deeper I heard J moan softly, clearly enjoying herself. She teased and slid the dildo in with skill (especially since this was a first for her!), gently but firmly stretching me wider than I thought possible.

As the dildo got deeper she began slowly taking my slave hole. In....out...in...out...never coming all the way out, just using it to open me up. Then faster...and firmer...I moaned and screamed and writhed and whimpered and it just spurred her on. I was fully being taken now, J's hips thrusting against me as she fucked my hole, her moans showing how much she was enjoying herself and watching me struggle.

Faster and faster...deeper...harder...I screamed for it, begged for it, needed it. J responded, moaning and gasping herself as she took me. Then she slid deep inside and paused. I then heard the unmistakable sound of her small vibe...with her slave fully stretched and plugged she began sliding her vibe to her pussy through the straps...moaning and throwing her head back, pausing to push her cock deeply inside me and watch me struggle while she pleasured herself.

I heard her screams as she came, felt her fingernails scratch my back as she bucked, her cock sliding in and out. After she paused to recover herself she then said "Now I'm going to really take you...beg for it, slave!"

My whole body was sore and shaking, heart racing as I yelled "Take me my Lady!"

It's hard to describe the rest...I was wrung out (as you had wished I believe...), sore, on fire, shaking, blissful and completely her slave at that moment. J took me vigorously, sliding in and out, deeper and harder. I was amazed later thinking back as to how much I could take.

J then eventually slowed down, keeping her cock inside me however. "Does slave wish to cum tonight?"


"OH GOD YES," I practically screamed.

"Wellllll...you have been a good little slave, and I have thoroughly enjoyed myself. So you may cum...while I fuck you."

I practically exploded just at the words. J began sliding her cock in and out again...she permitted me to begin stroking my throbbing cock and my hips bucked and rocked against her cock violently as I stroked myself.

"May I cum, my Lady?"

J waited cruelly, fucking me harder...knowing I was dying for permission. She finally laughed and said "YES slave...cum for me..."

I exploded all over the towel and J cooed "gooooooood boy," as she watched me buck and heard my screams. I almost collapsed then but stayed in position, just barely. J slowed down and the sloooooooowly slid her cock out of my slave hole. She had me turn and kiss each foot.

"What do you say?"

"Thank you my Lady! And thank you Miss Julie!"

"Very good," she stroked my cheek tenderly, her eyes shining and smile wide.

J then had me slide the strap-on off of her and clean everything up. I returned and crawled into bed with her, utterly wrung out and exhausted. My ass was sore for days afterwards, a constant and wonderful reminder of an incredible night. J has promised we will be doing more of that.

Sunday, March 1

Training Session: Bare from the waist down as punishment

If you've been following along you know that Mags, david's trainer, has been quite a bit of fun. She does not initiate much, but she seems very keen to take suggestions and carry them out.


Mags has been wanting david to perform 30 push-ups, 30 crunches, and to stretch every day. She even wrote it out for each day on the white board we have hanging in the basement gym with room for check marks. david has been on a bit of a stretching binge, so he was able to mark that off almost every day, but he really neglected the other ones, and could not honestly mark off even a single day.

Knowing that Mags needed a little guidance, I wrote to her ratting out david, and suggested that she should scold him for this, and that a good punishment might be to have him remove both his gym shorts and his panties for the entire session, so that he would have to do every exercise bare from the waist down.

Mags wrote back from her iPhone:
All this sounds interesting! I will do it with pleasure!!
Well isn't she just game!

I came home at the tail end of his exercise session. Sure enough, he had no pants on! When I walked in, he had on his red gym shirt and that was it. He was holding a weight in each hand and doing lunges his bare penis and testicles dangling there in full view of Mags and I. The second exercise of that set was to get on his hands and knees and kick one leg back and up behind him. Also very funny when he is nude. The final exercise in the set was a forearm plank. His semi-erect penis dangled there beneath him, and it turned out that the right height for his plank was where the tip of his prick just grazed the carpet.

Furthermore, his bum was bare and you could see that Mags had used the cane across it - many times!

Between sets I saw her make my husband crawl over to her and hoist himself up across one of her knees as she was sitting at the weight machine. She then used the strap on him a good half dozen times as she held his hips into her with her free hand. This had him clutching at his ass as soon as she released him and added to the lovely collection of marks and bruises she had going.

david told me afterwards that the session had started with her looking at the white board, asking him what excuses he had to offer for not doing her exercises, and then scolding him. She told him that as punishment he would have to take off his pants and panties for the entire session. david did not know this was coming, and he says that he got quite embarrassed. 

On the first exercise, squats, where he had to face her dead on and where his hands were both holding weights, he says he looked at her with a kind of embarrassed pleading expression on his face. She just nodded her head and said "uh huh", as in "that's what you get". As he did his squats that first time, he says he developed a full blown erection. After the first set of 12 she had him standing there and facing him. She pointed at his erection with the riding crop and said "I'm you're trainer, not your girlfriend", and then made him do a "downwards facing dog" as she ferociously whipped his ass and thighs with her crop.


What a sight that must have been!

Monday, February 16

My Article on Simply Sxy

Thought you guys might enjoy this. As for many other of us bloggers, I was solicited for a short article for an e-magazine called Simply Sxy. I thought it would help drive traffic my way, which is always fun (watching those counters go up like my husband's erection when the belt comes out!).

The article is called A "Scening" Female Led Relationship. I hope you enjoy reading it!

http://simplysxy.com/articles/2015/02/17/a-scening-female-led-relationship/

Saturday, February 14

Husband Flogged and Caned

I went shopping the other day. There's a leather store in the city where the front of the store is more normal clothing, but the back of the store is all fetish type stuff. Well I happened to be parked right nearby for an unrelated reason, so I thought I would go shopping for david.

They have a pretty big collection of beautiful spanking implements. I was like a kid in a toy store. But they were all displayed on hooks behind the checkout counter, and at the checkout was a very pretty young man. I surmise he was gay, and doubtless on the receiving end himself of many of those implements, and no doubt of cocks in his mouth and bum also! (So not unlike my husband - albeit strap-ons in his case)

I actually found I had to get a bit of courage up to go there and ask the young man about the spanking implements, but I got over it quickly thinking to myself, "hey, whose the big bad Domme here!?"

He was very helpful, commenting on the effects of many of the implements. He invited me back behind the counter, to browse at my heart's content. After much smacking of implement to palm, I selected two toys: a flogger and a cane.


They are both approximately two feet long. The cane has a heavy metal handle. The business end is made from some sort of hard flexible resin (?). It's fully a centimetre in diameter. It makes a wonderful Woosh sound and hurt like hell on the palm of my hand! I was thinking both me and Mags could enjoy marking him with that. Welty tramlines here we come: Yay!

The flogger is made from real leather. It has a nice chunky handle that fits nicely in my hand. The business hand is made up of 16 fairly light leather fingers (how nerdy/OCD is that of me - I had to count them for this blog article!). The overall feel when I strike my palm is a heavy one, combined with a bunch of light little zingy stingers at the ends.

I got them home and I tried them out that same night on my husband.

I decided to start him off with a flogging. A full body flogging. I had him strip nude and lie face down on the bed with his hands raised above his head. I went slowly at first, asking him about the feel of it. It was quite pleasurable for him when the strokes were slow and heavy, and a bit stingy in certain cases when the tips were flying more quickly. If I flogged hard, it took on more of a spanking feel.

Once I felt I was pretty much used to the thing, I started going to town all up and down the back side of his body. I flogged his upper back around the shoulder blades, his bum of course, and all down the backs of his legs. I allowed some of the strokes to wrap around, and others not. I found I could get some nice "near side" wrap around (where you aim for the near cheek or near leg, and you allow the tips to wrap around into his ass crack or his inner thigh).

For my next position, I had him still face down but with his ass elevated over several pillows, and made him spread his legs as widely as possible. I also made him leave his cock and balls out between his legs. I then used the flogger more in a vertical orientation, striking his inner thighs, bum cheeks and his crack, trying to get the zingers right onto his rosebud. This was pretty successful. I also started out lightly on his cock and balls from behind like that. It was good. The flogger isn't really heavy enough (unless I whip it like crazy, I suspect, which I didn't) to do any injury or even excruciating ball pain. But that cock and ball whipping from behind did have him yelling and jumping! Each time he yelled I asked if he was ok to proceed, and he was, so I made him "present" to me properly for the next stroke and the next and the next. He suffered nicely for me.

The effect of the flogger was to at first create mottled markings that as I kept going all fused into a uniform red all over the backside of his body.

I then took away the pillows and had him lie face up on the bed, again with his hands high up above his head. I got to work on his front side. I enjoyed flogging his chest and belly and making them mottled and then red. I also did his legs from ankle to crotch, paying special attention to his inner thighs (I had to move around to get them both). And no, of course I didn't ignore his low abdomen and his penis and testicles. Of course not! They got flogged very well also. He was very sensitive there, and I especially enjoyed targeting the circumcised tip of his penis with the whip ends of the flogger. That got a most satisfactory response from him!

Since he was on his back anyways, I had him raise his legs to "diaper position" and beyond. I will use my one hand to push down on his calves to get him over a bit more. I figure the stretch is good for him. It does leave his bum stretched tight as a drum, his crack well spread, his bumhole splayed open, and his testicles well exposed, especially the otherwise hard to reach undersides. I then flogged his legs, bum, anus, and balls. I decided that this was the best punishment position with the flogger owing to my man's reactions.


I'm looking forward to repeating this position, which I would characterize as a "legs back flogging to his private parts", in front of some other women: perhaps Mags or Sue (and Sue now has a new friend, so who knows there?). I really could use another woman kneeling at his head and holding his legs back while I work, so perhaps Mags after all, as it is a good abdominal exercise for him to try to get his legs back there and a good stretch for him once he's there, in addition to the embarrassment of his lewd exposure and the pain of the flogging to his sensitive bits. And once he's pinned back like that, he's not going anywhere until I'm done with the flogging no matter how long that is. And, who knows, strap-on afterwards pistoning in and out of his punished tight hole? Why not? A humiliating little reminder in front of another woman of who wields the cock in this family and who is required to take it?

Poor dear was red as a lobster all over, from neck to ankle, front and back, and his testicles were in some pain before I tired of my new toy for the day.

I especially like this new flogger because I can whip his penis and balls with it. It hurts him so much and really reminds him of how sensitive and vulnerable he is down there, and how he therefore shouldn't mess with me. As well, I think the threat of him receiving such a punishment in front of another woman is also a potent one. I mean, what man would want a woman other than his wife seeing his cock and balls, his "proud manly" sex organs, punished like that?

As one last experiment, I just had to take the cane for a quick run, so I flipped him over again and had him back face down on the bed. I then took the cane and laid down a half dozen strokes. OMG!!!! Best cane EVER! Every last stroke left a wonderful wide raised welt. I'm dying to see what kind of damage Mags will do with it!



Saturday, February 7

e-Book Anyone?

I had a thought and I'd love your feedback. I am thinking of writing an e-book.


My blog chronicles my kinky adventures with my husband. It is actual events (except when specifically tagged as fiction), mostly engineered by me as role plays. Sometimes the other women I bring in have been asked by me to play, other times it has been more happenstance. I do have to confess that sometimes I take a bit of artistic liberty to move the narrative along. For example, I sometimes don't exactly remember what everybody said (including myself!), but write it as if I do. Or maybe fill in the blanks based on something david told me without my actually being there to witness it. I've tried being 100% honest but it gets to be a bit of a dreary read!

But in some cases I feel very tempted to describe a scene how I would have wanted it to play out, rather that how it actually did (and >*blush*< sometimes I've even succumbed a little - guilty guilty guilty!)

So here is my e-book idea. For a bit of the book I'd describe the "Scening FLR" relationship I have with my husband, how we got started, how he got started, and maybe some practical tips for those who would like to play along at home. But most of the book would be chapters each covering off a particular scene. My starting point would be some actual scenes we played out, but I wouldn't constrain myself to what actually happened. Rather I'd fictionalize the scene with things that could have happened, or that my husband or I would have wished happen. I'd keep it 'kinda 'sorta realistic so you could still believe it if you twist your head sideways a bit, and write it as if it was true to life. For example, in one chapter I'd describe an amalgam of the various panty shopping expeditions I've done with my husband in real life and shared on my blog, but take it further into the realm of fiction, maybe end it with david across my knee in the change rooms while the salesgirls look on. This never actually happened, but both he and I would have loved if it had!

I would never preface it with "this actually happened", or let on where fantasy parts ways with reality, but just start in on a chapter describing a scene, and let it go wild by the end. It would in essence be a collaboration between david and I, because we talk about where some of our scenes could have gone afterwards during debrief, and I'd definitely incorporate those ideas as well as my own.

I'd keep my blog going, of course, to recount our scenes more or less as they actually happen, and to continue interacting with all you guys and gals, but also have this thing.

Now, I am thinking of charging for this e-book. I know. Up to now my blog has been totally non-commercial, but I have a ton of hits (almost 3 million page view to date, and google analytics tells me a half a million unique visitors in the past 2 years), so I am thinking maybe it would be cool if I somehow made some money by cashing in on my "fame". Would you all hate me for that? I'm thinking I can make enough for a beach holiday in Hawaii (fngers crossed!). It would be cool taking such a holiday knowing all you pervs out there paid for it (don't worry, I count myself amongst you!).

I'd imagine the e-book would be a good solid read, like 200 or 300 pages. So real book size, not like some of those porno femdom e-books out there (I did my research). What's a fair price? Is $6.99 too much? Would you pay more? Should it be less? Would you guys support me? Buy a copy and write an amazing 5 star comment maybe (if warranted)?

What do you think?
I nervously await your feedback!

Thursday, January 29

Sixth Training Session

Since last time was five this must be david's sixth training session with Mags.

I was speaking with david about the sessions. We agreed that we did not think Mags was taking enough initiative. Sure, she was happy enough to whip his butt black and blue when presented with it, but she never really got into the spirit of initiating a punishment. So I decided to send Mags an email.

Rather than being critical, I congratulated her on what a super job she's been doing. Then I asked for a favour. I asked if, next time, if she would become a bit of an actress for us. I asked if she would start off the session by pretending to be angry with david's lack of progress, and then make him take a spanking over her knee as punishment. All a bit of acting on her part. I sent a couple of photos along as well, suggesting what I had in mind for his spanking.



I said that, of course, we would throw in a little cash bonus for the acting job. She wrote back a very short reply saying "that works for me ;-)". I told david about this so he knew to expect something, and knew to give her a bonus if she did well.

I was not there during the session, but the following is what david recounted.

They started off by Mags telling david that she had something she wanted to discuss with him. She had him stand in front of her. She perched herself on the seat of the weight machine and told him off about his lack of progress. She said he was meeting his calorie goals, but all the calories were concentrated at night and in snacks and he will never make any progress like that. david stood there, and as the lecturing went on and on, he became bashful, looked at his feet, crossed his hands in front of himself (as he was becoming hard from the scolding!), and said "yes, Miss" over and over again.

Then Mags said she thought he deserved a spanking for his lack of progress. She told him to turn around and to kneel on the floor. She got the riding crop. She asked him for how many days he had been eating poorly like that? david answered "all week". "And how many days is that?" she asked. "Seven" david said. "Right then," she said, "you'll get seven strokes as punishment." She smacked his upturned bottom seven times with the crop. Over his gym clothes...

Ok. Not getting it!!!! Arghhhh! When I heard this I despaired a bit. Not like either of the pictures I sent. I was pretty clear his pants should have been down! And seven strokes over his gym pants? That's NOTHING for her. Nothing at all. But david told me, "wait, there's more."

After the "spanking" she stood him up again and made her face him. She went back to her perch on the weight machine. She said "let that be a lesson to you."

Then david said she looked a little nervous and then she took off her long sleeved orange top, revealing a sports-oriented tank top showing lots of cleavage.


david said she showed remarkably large plump breasts (they had been really well hidden before now), with the top of the tank cut low, almost down to her nipples.

david stood there stunned at what she had done. She told him to get a move on and they started in on the exercising.

They repeated the pattern of exercises interspersed with a dozen or so hard swats with various implements (paddle, strap, crop, and cane). On the very first set, Mags pointed at him with her crop and said "Bend over. Pants down". That's the first time she ordered him to pull his pants down. Progress!

Well, david pulled his pants down and offered up his blue-pantied rear end for his smacks. He was a bit disappointed that she did not take the initiative to order him to lower his panties as well, but he said things were still playing out and he was still hopeful on that front.

As the exercises and the smackings went on, Mags became more and more severe on both fronts. Each time she ordered him to bend over, then as per my previous instructions, he always took his gym pants down, and half the time (still as per my instructions) he pulled his panties down as well to offer up his bare bottom for punishment. Those were MY instructions to david!

On several occasions she had him lie face down on the floor. On these occasions david completely bared his bottom for her. He said she got more physical with him, in that she would use her hand to lift his shirt up higher, well above his waist, and then she would put her bare hand down on his back to hold him in place while she used the cane very hard on him. She had really up to now never touched him like this so this was more progress.

Another time she ordered him face down on the floor, and she put her sneakered foot on the small of his back, and whipped the strap down on his ass!

david said that on several of these occasions she did not stop at the usual 4 or 6, but kept going and going, giving him really hard ones over and over again and leaving a mess of his bottom (to that I can attest!). Though she did do a better job of "colouring inside the lines".

david said that during these types of whippings he was writhing on the floor and crying out, but she kept going. Afterwards, he cried out and grabbed his butt cheeks for relief. I know that when david does this, he always manages to pull his cheeks apart and show off his bum hole, which I am SURE Mags got an eyefull of. david would then get slowly and painfully to his feet, covering up his penis with his hands and turning away from her while he restored his panties and shorts.

Once, when he was acting bashful like this she said "You know, I can see right through those panties. I can see everything." We don't know if she was solely referring to the see-through nature of the panties (they were not that see through). Or perhaps to the way they mold to his genitals (they do do that)? Or perhaps to the fact that when she is beating him and he is in the standing position clutching the main post of the weight machine, then even with his panties up his penis and testicles will spill out the front due to his uncontrolled movement. Since there is a large mirror in that room, then even when he is turned away she would catch an eyefull of bouncing and dancing bare naked private parts. Perhaps this explains why the whippings were so much more extended at times. Maybe she was enjoying making a much older man's penis and balls flop for her amusement as he writhed in agony under her super strict cane?

david said that the beatings were easier to take because of her breasts. Each time afterwards he was rewarded with the sight of her young plump breasts apparently blushing in excitement. He said that once after a particularly severe caning he was feeling so submissive when he turned to see her breasts that he fell to the floor and kissed the tops of her sneaker.

So, all in all, a very interesting session yet again. She keeps the surprises coming.

But let's pause here and ponder what happened? Why did she not really follow through on the first spanking, but then go so much further than usual during the session? This is what I think happened. I think she had intended to scold him while dressed in her sexy top, and then take him over her knee, bare his bottom, and spank him for a reasonable duration as was clear from the photos. But I think she got nervous in the moment, or got cold feet somehow, and forgot most of it except the scolding. Afterwards, when she realized how pathetic her 7 stroke cropping to his clothed rear was, and perhaps how her bonus was in jeopardy, she recalled everything she was intending to do, and started enacting it piecemeal instead. That's my theory anyways.

Her happy cruelty, though, that's another thing. In this session, once again, despite david's obvious and intense suffering, and despite his deeply marked bottom, she was smiling and laughing cruelly at him the whole time, not feeling sorry for him at all.

And here is where we get another piece of the puzzle. During this session she commented how when she did ballet as a child, there wasn't a week went by when she wasn't crying in her ballet class, and that their Ballet Mistress was exceptionally strict with them all. But she thought this was good for her, and explains why she is so focused and disciplined in her life now. She said that when she eventually has a daughter, she will definitely put her into intense ballet as well to help her build character...



Definitely another piece of the puzzle!

At the end of the session, she helped him to stretch (hands on) for the first time. After it was all done, david escorted her to the door and added our agreed upon bonus to her pay. He says she seemed very delighted with what she had earned and how she had earned it. I think we may be creating a pro domme! I can hook her up...

Wednesday, January 21

Fifth Training Session

It must be the fifth training session, as my last blog entry on the topic said it was the fourth. I keep thinking I must stop blogging about these training sessions, but then Mags does something totally unexpected and I just have to!

What she did this time was to use a brand new implement, and then take a photo of david's bare, marked up rear end!

I was not there for this week's session, but I asked david to introduce her to the cane, and also to post a little poster that a reader sent me, and point it out to her.



I particularly like "Avoid spanking genitals" in the above! I felt I needed to drive home the point about where she should be hitting my man. david was told to print it out and to post it prominently in the gym during the session, and to point it out to her as something "Julie thought would be useful."

david reports that she did study it, and seemed genuinely to be studying it, and self-reflecting that she had been striking him too far up, and she apologized to david. david was quick to say that there was no damage and she is a very good spanker! She also clarified with david "where do you like it most?" and he indicated low in the pink area - but pointed out that "like" is a relative term, and that what he really means is that she can inflict the most damage there with the least chance of injury.

david also pointed out to her that there was a new implement hanging there on the hook for her. A leather-handled cane similar to the below.


She took it at first by the wrong end, and david had to very gingerly point out to his Exercise Mistress that she was to hold the leather end. He says she laughed and said she was wondering about the purpose of hitting with that leather end!

They went through their by now usual routine of exercises interspersed with a half dozen or so spanks each time. She did not give the option to david of begging off any of the spanks. Even after a tough exercise set, when his bum was already super sore from the last spanking set, she still hurried him up, motioning to him with the cane to turn around and bend over for his licks. He said he could get away with nothing at all this time, whereas in the past if he did not bend over, he did not get his licks. Very diligent that gal!

Well, she just positively fell in love with that cane by all reports! She apparently really liked the wooshing sound it made, and loved that it made hardly any noise at all when it struck him, but that it got such a great reaction and left such amazing marks!

david still wears panties for his exercise sessions (we have decided that is the status quo from now on). She is happy to smack him on his shorts, on his panties, or on the bare. david seems to be the one to choose, so if wants a little break, he can leave some clothing on. I am instructing him that from now on every smack is to be at least to the panties, and at least half to the bare.

A new exercise this week was slow push-ups with his nose all the way to the ground each time. Only twelve a set. david tells me he asked her if he may pull his pants and panties down for this exercise? She agreed. He would prefer if she were to take more initiative, and "order him" to do something like that, but at this stage we guess it's still too soon, and we are both happy enough that she really seems to enjoy it and get a good giggle out of it when david humiliates himself like this.

So david bared himself down to his knees and started in on his push ups. She was VERY strict and insisted that he mush his nose into the carpet each time. If she did not see his nose mush in, she did not count it. Of course, at the same time as david reports that his nose mushed in, his by now erect penis "mushed in" as well! He says she was down low on the carpet, really looking for his nose, but from that angle she could surely see his private parts humping into the carpet as well. Ha ha!

After that exercise she was insistent on giving him the cane, so he had to stand up quickly, covering himself with his hands, and then bend across the exercise ball. She then laid in the worst of the lickings of the session, with at least a dozen hard ones willy nilly all over his ass, as if the poster did not even exist!

david said that it was so intense that he could not avoid kicking his legs in the air and trying to run away by rolling the ball forwards. This if course, only gave her a better target, and she really let the cane fly as david no doubt made a ridiculous spectacle of himself with his legs flying in all directions and his private parts bounding up and down on the ball and his anus winking at her for her amusement.


I think she was punishing him for being lewd. As in, "fine, you want to play this game, I'll play this game too!"

After that, david said he tried to keep his panties up for the rest of his canings, as his ass was already so sore. But he said it may have backfired, as instead of spanking him on the seat of his panties, she went everywhere else to get to the bare.

At the end of the session, she was "OMG! You need to see these marks!" and david lowered his pants and panties and looked in the mirror. He says even he was a bit shocked. As I was not there, and not expected until late, david asked if she could take a picture on his phone to show me before they start fading.

He bent over the exercise ball with his pants and panties lowered, and Mags took a sequence of several photos, getting him to move his ass forwards and back on the ball until she got the right angle.

david showed me the photo later. I was so excited! I had never taken a photo of his ass. He has been skittish about it in the past, and I did not want to press as I don't want him to start questioning why I am collecting photos of his ass.

But this photo is surely fair game! As I was studying his ass, I teased him that I would email it out to ALL my friends. I started making the motions of doing that and he protested, but then I pushed the woosh button and off it went!

"No!" he said, and grabbed his phone from me in a panic. He saw that I had sent it only to my own email address. He begged me to delete it. I was coy and told him i would delete it after I was done with it...


Wow! She went nuts with that cane. Almost everywhere where she was told not to hit! In fact, you can almost see the negative outline of his low-riding red panties (pulled down panties just visible at the bottom). No point caning him over his panties where he'll hardly feel it!

I also love that she took a picture of his ball sac. david tells me he thought his legs were tightly together and that she would not be seeing that. Guess not!

My poor poor baby! But isn't that just a sexy ass? Especially all striped up like that? Don't you ladies out there just want to take it to him with your strap-ons? I sure do! After colouring in that bit in the middle with a paddle first, and touching up those thighs.

I wonder if david is re-thinking his new exercise regime. And what is Mags up to, that little imp!